Elle me rendait impatient d’arriver à l’âge où j’entrerais au collège, dans la classe appelée Philosophie. Mais je ne voulais pas qu’on y fît autre chose que vivre uniquement par la pensée de Bergotte, et si l’on m’avait dit que les métaphysiciens auxquels je m’attacherais alors ne lui ressembleraient en rien, j’aurais ressenti le désespoir d’un amoureux qui veut aimer pour la vie et à qui on parle des autres maîtresses qu’il aura plus tard. →
It made me impatient to reach the age when I should be eligible to attend the class at school called 'Philosophy.' I did not wish to learn or do anything else there, but simply to exist and be guided entirely by the mind of Bergotte, and, if I had been told then that the metaphysicians whom I was actually to follow there resembled him in nothing, I should have been struck down by the despair a young lover feels who has sworn lifelong fidelity, when a friend speaks to him of the other mistresses he will have in time to come.